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Old hardware

Mat Koya

Can run for years, but keeping things kind of up-to-date can become a challenge. php7.4 is running as well as new apache.
Next move will be MariaDB10 and hopefully php8.2 will work. 8.3 has issues with file_exists, fopen, thus WordPress won’t run. Then Muryokoin will go SQL and 4D bye bye 😀

A Journey

Mat Koya

A year ago, I was in pain, depressed, no income, sitting in an apartment way to big and expensive. Something had to happen. I started selling things, books, tools, records, cds, what ever was sell-able and then I packed my stuff. Still some things sit in Germany, like my basses. One I took with me.

On the net I found a place, saying a place of light, a community working together. I applied, was accepted and then I went there with a big suitcase and a bass case. I worked there for the Tech-Department for around 7 month as a volunteer. This was an outstanding time, I met new friends and especially they allowed me to make some of the most precious experiences there, solidarity, when my contract was not prolonged.

After that I spent a short time on a dead ends place, run by a man without vision or plan. Sad, I left. After some time in guesthouses, I received a call, if I would like to build a community together. I was delighted, but when I arrived, things already have changed into a kind of work-away place. Then, all the sudden, the atmosphere turned over night, new rules were introduced, like cleaning the toilet every 2 days or not closing the toilet lid. Also bringing stuff and not getting payed for it. After 2 days I literally ran off, went to another island and just discovered a wonderful place. It’s an art installation with a beautiful view and I sleep in a Jurt, which is a drafty as the Kamaboku House in Koyasan 😀

The journey will go on…

About Wladimir Putin

Mat Koya

This person seams to make Europeans a lot of trouble. The “usual” information about him can be found here. I want to look onto him from his body structure. We know he holds the degree of Hanshin, 8th Dan in Judo, which he has been training since he was 11 years old. We also know that he has been an KGB office before as well.
His Body structure could be said to be athletic on the first view. Strong legs, small butt, sexy heep, strong chest and wide shoulders. The head, a little bit too small for this massive body.

The first thing I observed are his wide shoulders, like all the energy got caught up in the shoulders. Looking a bit more close, the chest is like a barrel, like a ton, guarding the heart. Thus we can say the heart chakra is heavily guarded and a shoulder-shield is protecting it from the top.
His hip is sexy, but looks like a cut between lower body and upper body, like being disconnected. The belly is strong, well trained and governed by the fire chakra above. No space for emotions and the armoured heart doesn’t leave space to connect and thus for empathy. The small sexy butt indicates overregulation. Keep the ass together, just stand it.

Lowen would call this body type psychopath. It shows the treason the person experienced as a child and wants that never to happen again. This is one side, another side is a small little self inside, which needs protection through greatness, protection from humilation.

What I’m afraid of is, that every step back in Ukraine, Putin will see as humilation and act accordingly. The guy is dangerous, very dangerous.

Ukraine

Mat Koya

Seitdem Korona zur Normalität geworden, die Bundestagswahl vorbei ist, drängt sich das Thema Ukraine immer weiter in den Vordergrund. Jetzt hat die CIA verlauten lassen, Russland oder Putin könnte nächsten Mittwoch angreifen.

Ob die Astrologie das hergibt kann ich nicht wirklich beurteilen, bestenfalls raten. Nummerologie ist einfacher, da wär der 23. Februar interessanter. Quersummer 13 = 4 und 4 heisst auf Japanisch “shi” der Tod. Bringt in etwa soviel Glück wie Freitag der der 13te.

Es könnt aber auch noch ganz anders kommen, weil es kommt ja immer anders als usw …..

Analysen, Blickwinkel, Gedankenspiele.

Der Joe Biden, der Onkel-President aus Amerika bräuchte dringend ein Instrument um die gesellschaftliche Spaltung zwischen {Republikanern, Trumpisten, Querdenkern …}, also faktisch zwischen der Land- und der linksliberale/n/leren Bevölkerung Nord-Amerikas zu überwinden. Der Dämon Trump spaltet weiter. Der grosse umweltpolitische Wurf droht im Senat zu scheitern. Möglicherweise könnte ein aussenpolitisches Drama, an dem die Anderen Schuld sind, zumindest den Fokus verlagern.

England wiederum scheint gern zu wollen, also dem Herrn Putin eine Abreibung verpassen zu wollen. Johnson ist wohl nicht nur auf Grund von Partygate auf Stress gebürstet.

Wie Russland die NATO vorgeführt hat wurde nicht vergessen.

In Frankreich wird im April gewählt. Macron will wiedergewählt werden. Bestenfalls kann er als der grosse Friedensbringer darstehen, keinesfalls will er als Kriegstreiber gesehen werden.

Deutschland wiederum fürchtet den Krieg, insbesondere die wirtschaftlichen Folgen, das Problem mit dem Gas aus Russland. Das wär plötzlich weg.

Polen und die baltischen Staaten fürchten den russischen Bären. Ob zu Recht oder nicht wird die Zukunft weisen, es bleibt jedenfalls spannend.

I’m back

Mat Koya

Some things have changed since I wrote here, I’m back in Germany since quite some time. I made an additional education here to become a Heilpraktiker for Psychotherapy. So now, it’s time to also come back to this blog in these difficult times. How will they be called in 50 years? The Corona-Times? Or will it fade out of the common memory, like the last pandemic in Germany did, back in 1964 – the black pox. Sounds like black death, but well we know today, different bacteria. Interestingly the desease called black death jumped from rodents to humans in China. Bats are also rodents, right? They are under suspicion to be the origin of this Corona virus. Nature is striking back! Does it really? Has nature something like an instinct of selfpreservation? I don’t think I can ask like that. Nature, or better to say, what I understand under nature is the system of beings, plants, earth, water and air, which surrounds this planet and makes life possible, thus any life is a member of this system and again a system by itself. Every life form has also that, what we call instinct for selfpreservation, although that might look a bit strange, when the wife eats the man, as the black widow spider does. The corona virus expresses its instinct of selfpreservation through mutations – Omikron is called the last one of concern. Adabtability the expression of natures instinct of selfpreservation even if some things go bye, bye, like dinosaurs. So if we humans are too slow, to stubborn or stupid to adapt, we might share the fate of these dinosaurs.